God... I'm starting to feel homesick again.
I know Indonesia is not far away but somehow it feels like gazillion miles away. It's so near but yet so far.
It's hard enough looking at pictures of events you missed but it's even harder when you read messages about upcoming events you are not able to attend. More specifically, two of my closest friends' engagement and wedding. I tell myself it's not my fault I can't make it cos I'm far away but I know I'll cry silent tears when pictures of those events starts to pop-up on Facebook. Amidst the silent tears, I'm really happy for both of you laydees. Sorry I can't be there for the most imporant dates of your lives.
i know how u feel. left out. not their fault. not our fault. nobody's fault. :)
ReplyDeletewe make do with what we can love.
in other words. I NAK BALIK GAK! hehehehe